Errr..It is beauty related!!
Yesterday I was feeling stuffy at home and so decided to
pay a visit to H&G (improves my mood a lot!! :P )
I thought of putting on makeup full throttle as it has been days since I wore a blush :| Slapped some moisturizer and put on lil foundation Then I noticed that it looked like an ill fit mask on me! I washed and tried again !Same results.I realized my whole face looked so damn stupid red!And no nothing wrong with the makeup items :D Irrirated I just removed the makeup and got out of the home!!As I walked on the road I felt uglier with every passing moment :(
It was my UGLY day!
I felt like clawing my face,pulling my hair,and what not ! Even the tinted lipbalm on my lips felt ugly..what can i say??
The more I thought about it the more I hated myself !I focused on my imperfections and cursed myself :|
When I was in school and madly in love ( :P I am still in love but haven't told the guy yet!!Yes am a coward ;) ) I never faced this!But these days I feel uglier than normal!!Like I can't face this world!Do bad relationships(broken friendships and untold love) have effects like this??Yes the emotional part of me is severely bruised :P I don't know!
I feel insecure and my self confidence levels get really down!
And I felt so ugly that I didn't go to H & G!Instead went to a temple :D To be honest am not very religious person but from time to time visit this temple!And boy oh boy did I feel good??
I felt calm!!And then I went to a supermarket and grabbed some chips and popcorn :P And by the time I reached home I felt so much better :) And Today as I look into my reflection I can't find that patch..its vanished :D
I didn't want to brood but I really want to know how u guys deal with ur ugly days!!It will help in sorting myself out :)